WhaT iS iT?

a baLanCe oF FuTuRe;
&
PasT;
We musT oNLy LiVe oNe MoMenT tO thE NexT ,,
InStaNt tO iNsTanT,,,
ThE nOW....
PuTtinG uP wiTh 'whaTeVeR' foR oNLy thaT iNstanT/MoMenT
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iT seeMs thaT thE PaiN iS jusT a slighT botheR / aN 'aWareNeSS'
ThaT i haVe a LiVeR...
a duLL acHe iN mY Rt SiDe..
\a Nausea iN thE heaD
aNd
iF
i jusT laY\lie=recliNe mSeLf dowN aNd cLoSe mY eYeS,; i faLL oFF iNto DreaM LanD aNd theN wheN i 'cOMe to'
i actuaLLy feeL '''beTTeR'''...

GOD iS GooD....

GoinG doWn